My name is Marc Peters and I am a Music Producer and Graphic Designer from Richmond, Virginia. I have been through a lot this past couple of years and I hope my story will inspire others to stay positive, no matter the situation.
My story begins on December 18, 2009. It was the last day of fall finals at James Madison University in Harrisonburg, VA. All of my classmates and I were in the WRTC lab working on a coding final that was due by the end of the day. Although we were hard at work, I had one of the best times I ever had in college, surrounded by friends I made over the past three years. I arrived home that evening, so grateful to be on winter break, sleep in my own bed, and be home with my mother. I didn’t know that December 19, 2009, would be the day that changed my life forever.
I woke up to a massive sinus infection that no amount of medication could cure. After the cold drifted away at the beginning of January, the sickness came back a couple of weeks into the spring semester around February, but this time, I had lost vision in my left eye. The week after, I experienced both balance and memory loss.
The JMU Health Center doctors were unsure about what was wrong with me and thought I had an ear infection or some form of vertigo. Over-the-counter vertigo medications, like Dramamine, made the early stages of my MS worse. I didn’t have a normal last semester of college and was unable to have any real social interactions with anyone outside of my dorm. Most of my professors didn’t understand why I emailed them every other day that I was sick. The only professor that really understood was my WRTC counselor and professor Lucy Bednar. She made my life so much easier trying to earn my degree.
There were so many issues I had during the last three months of school. After class started at 10:00 am, I would come back to my dorm room, eat lunch at 12:00 pm, and then sleep from 2:00 — 9:00 pm. My roommate Arthur and I would go to the cafeteria at 10:00 pm during the last call for food and then I would do my homework till 4:00 am every day. I lost a lot of personality traits. It was hard to walk, speak, and just feel normal. It felt like I woke up and I was a completely different person. I had to remember how to walk and talk again and hold conversations with people. I knew I had my work cut out, but just couldn’t understand what was wrong with me. I just made the best of every day and did my best to relearn things while trying to earn my final course credits so I could graduate on time. I cherished my last days at JMU and made the best of what I had there.
I made it to graduation on May 8, 2010, and walked across the stage to receive my diploma. I was so happy that I graduated from a major university. When I came home to Richmond for the summer, I had weird chest pains and went to the local ER. Everything tested fine, yet I still had no idea what was wrong with me. The ER referred me to the ear, nose, and throat doctor and then the ENT referred me to the neurologist who referred me to get an MRI in September 2010.
That summer, the rise of Drake had a serious impact on my life. I’ve been following him since 2007 when I heard Replacement Girl featuring Trey Songz from neighboring Petersburg, Virginia. In 2009, Drake rose to fame with the So Far Gone mixtape and in 2010, with the promo for his 1st album Thank Me Later, MTV did a documentary Better Than Good Enough.
Drake said he would quit music if Noah “40” Shebib died because of his MS. I Googled the meaning of the word MS and found the term Multiple Sclerosis. I realized I had every beginning symptom of MS; blurry vision in one eye, vertigo, tiredness…everything. In October 2010, when my first neurologist, Dr. White, called me in for the diagnosis, I finally found out I had Multiple Sclerosis.
From 2010 — 2018 I have been on the medication Rebif, which is a self-injection medicine I perform three times a week. The pain threshold gets better as the months pass. I’ve been denied partial social security four times in the past three years, so I live to create my own future through music and art. I’ve been making music since 2005 and blogging since 2008. From 2010 — 2018 I produced and designed my own artwork for my instrumental mixtapes and created a website called CHAMPION SINCE. I always try to embrace my MS situation and turn that pain into a positive digital form. YMLXL means Young Marc Levitation And Lean because my relapses always felt like I was on a cloud and had no control of my body. Relapse Remitting Multiple Sclerosis for me means I can lose the use of any limb for a period of a few seconds or even permanently. Being positive and creative was my way of fighting through all the negativity.
I want to be a positive influence across the world. I am from the city of Richmond and proud I went to college. I learned how to live life with MS while at the same time fighting my way to graduate JMU, despite not even knowing what was wrong with me in the first place. I put my pain and everything I have into my music and designs and create positivity from a negative space.
I want to inspire people to understand that they too can make it through their tough situations as long as they remain positive and stay true to what they believe in. I hope my story can help those that need help themselves. Sometimes the inspiration you need is right in front of you. Don’t give up. Your heart will notice the signs when the timing is right.
I’m a CHAMPION SINCE I didn’t quit & embraced Multiple Sclerosis.
Written by Marc Peters & Edited by Alan Schachter